Tuesday, 14 September 2010

Some powerful stuff my mum told me today. Didn't know she had considered suicide together with my brother; Only she didn't because of me, since she still felt that she can't end one's problem and abandon the other.

Maybe this is a sign from Lady Luck, but since I'm the occasional male chauvinist...

O Lord, I suppose it's my time for me to ask you to lend me your strength, even if words (much less text) are probably terrible ways to converse with you. Thoughts would be more fitting. Instanteous, and most probably easy to comprehend. If you are aware of how the average human train of thoughts goes.

Anyway digressed too much. So maybe this is your strongest sign yet, and I suppose it's my time to help sort him out. The "sitting on the fence, hopping down and dropping navpoints" methods is taking a little slow. I only hope I have Time on my side, before one of them blows up and decides to do something insane. I know the two of us, me and mah bro, we Yin and Yang. Sure, perhaps we can do without one another, but we complement each other, even if we hate each other's guts at times (Guess that's the little tadpole heads between Yin and Yang). Maybe if he can sort himself out, he could be the moneymaker while I could be... something. But not a mean moneymaker that ignores his family...



Hope it helps that I've totally forgotten that the doctor diagnosed him with Asperger's, didn't remember till my mum reminded me today.


Maybe I'm slow in Aikido because there's always something in my mind. Even when there's nothing, I think there's something...

Or maybe I'm taking the wrong approach here :/


I still don't know how my mum knows I would most probably say hello to a ghost and try to touch it, but fear teachers like ghosts. Did I tell her I wanted to do that?? o.o I don't remember...

K Dad's not home and I'm last person awake, so I shall set up my 360 before I sleep I guess, ciao!


PS: See you next time, Halo Reach! Maybe Christmas/ next birthday :) Self-embargo on~