Monday 20 January 2014

How long has it been since I've written a blog post? Not that I have much to write. I have pretty much been alone for months anyway, well except for family and the occasional friends. Its fun being lonely, not tied down to anything, but it is gets quiet and for someone without goals, an aimless life.

I've picked up the habit of watching anime and reading manga during this time, and it was nice. For years I honestly thought they were for kids, while still admiring western animation like Pixar for good art and storytelling. Oh how 2 faced I was. Now I find them to be just as good, if not on par. I also tear more easily from watching shows nowadays. Maybe its the loneliness getting into me, feeling for 2D characters, when in real life I know little people to care for. Not even my family, whom I not know much about their likes or dislikes. What kind of a human does not know what their closed ones even like? Or is that not a must? I don't know.

Now I don't even have to think, since im in the army and all. Everyday is about surviving till the next bookout day, and then retreating back in the comfort of home until the next bookin day. Makes you miss the comfort of being a civilian. In camp sometimes I wish I were like the cats there, free to do as they please, be cuddled by others... That's why I love a bed I suppose. Artificial cuddling.

The lord gave me limbs, 5 senses, and most importantly a mind, before settling me free upon this world. This post makes me realise how mopey I am, but how, and can I use these limbs and mind of mine to shape my future? Everywhere I go, everywhere I look, it reminds me of how insignificant I am. Man creates, and with in he built the world we see today. What of me, one so insignificant, whose life seems like nothing but dust on the pavement in comparison?

Maybe Im thinking too much. Maybe I should go for a swim on the next bookout day. Talk to people. Someday. Get to know more people. Somehow.

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Saturday 19 January 2013

Tuesday 20 March 2012

Is the glass half full, or half empty?



I've got Dota 2, I think... but I'd rather give away invites of Dota 2, not own it ):

Friday 2 March 2012

Almost a year of not blogging and I forgotten what to ever write anymore!


The Promenade/ Keppel Bay is just sick though. Beautiful seas, beautiful yachts, beautiful girls, and surrounded by rich asses all around you. God its disgustingly beautiful. The wealth... eww too stifling for me.And the Keppel Residences just doesn't go well with the sea view. All the concrete and steel, sigh...

Those 7 babes on the yacht are hot though heh.

Labrador Nature Reserve on the other has got better sea waves though, you can enjoy the sea waves pounding the craggy rocks all day long... and lots of Chinas o.o

Now that it's the holidays, I have cleared the cbox, updated the music playlist, and have time read books! Still, I guess it would be better to have a temp job, better than staring at the computer all day long I guess...

Friday 29 July 2011

Machiam Inception today sia.

Supposed to reach school by 9.30am, but I woke up at 8.30am. So after breakfast I went back sleep in the toilet, and I dreamt that I was lying on the bed, trying to get up while ahma and mum going out to buy breakfast and groceries.

Then in my dream, I was waking up now in then , trying to get up in my sleep. In the end, remembering I still had school, I got myself up and went to the toilet. And fell asleep once again.

THEN I dreamt that I was sitting on the toilet bowl, in a half-asleep mental state, until finally I heard my mum talking to the neighbour about where they are going. So (somehow) from the toilet, I told him that I'm going to bathe first before I go help her with the groceries.

After which I got hit with such a strong sudden realisation that I had to reach school early, that I got bitch-slapped, rocket boosted and jolted back to reality, where I skipped the middle dream and found myself taking in deep breaths while on the toilet bowl.



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Monday 11 July 2011

Dear Diary, (Or me)


Next time I forget to bring my wallet along, maybe I shouldn't:

• walk all the way to Bukit Timah non-stop, even though the sights are great
• Getting fresh air while about the parks
• Finding a fruit that looks like a dumpling
• Having a great time navigating without Google Maps
• Visited RailMall for once
• Checking out the Trinity Theological College
• Taking a detour to King Albert Park via the train tracks
• Taking that long awaited shot
• Planting Mr. Dumpling near one of the stops
• and seeing a disk that's totally asking to be thrown at,